13, H, grate

i really havent

in a post. I want to be remembered

After thinking and forgetting and thinking and forgetting

the point of this was to try and avoid this narcissistic death spiral I'm in by acting anonymously and impulsively. how can that feeling that even Jack can't describe paralyse me if my name isn't next to any of this? the excitement of believing I just need a new process has overcome me and I have cummed out an empty webpage.

Ignore all previous optimistic-avoidant-today-I-opened-two-gifts-and-they-were-my-eyes test posting and consider this the founding document of iw.gl

Sun, 02 Nov 2025 23:49:08

Worse Lift

This is a website run by a narcissist who can't produce anything without the hope that it is seen and loved but can't act due to the fear of it being seen and hated. They immediately feel the need to ask Jack GPT to define whatever this feeling is in the hope that understanding it will mean control over it and control over it will mean that they can stop it.

Thu, 06 Nov 2025 23:18:46

so the method has to be autonomous

currently

you have a beautiful account btw

no longer writing in the third person

you know who you are. no more time, not like

1

. way too specific.

isaac

FOUNDING DOCUMENT

ahnaf abrar

i was tempted to lie about my name

somewhere between instagram and chatgpt

a lot of what i've been doing has been some imaginary screenshot or recording of his website, something that could be found within it

i dont understand magnetisation

really i want the internet

but i respect your search

have you read

abrar?

what do you mean

but it is in my head and am i compelled to realise it, so it is my silmarillion, my tempelos

Picture

i want to do that too

Mon, 03 Nov 2025 08:27:13

is everyoneback on tumblr now

i hadn't considered this pedagogically or as a kind of personal knowledge management system (puke) at all but i suppose it is both of those things

i hope ai fixes this with the cessation of interfaces and walls

fw

not their contents

like magnets