the point of this was to try and avoid this narcissistic death spiral I'm in by acting anonymously and impulsively. how can that feeling that even Jack can't describe paralyse me if my name isn't next to any of this? the excitement of believing I just need a new process has overcome me and I have cummed out an empty webpage.

And thank you for telling me that the manner in which the narrator consistently fails to act morally is really compelling. Fuck you.
part of an old note. It will get lighter.
confused - is it the tide or its absense? I still like where I was going with it. anyway, real reader know this site is the note.

autonomy of learning

all that is to say

that looks like my instagram account

you know who you are. no more time, not like

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. way too specific.

we can only engage in such a way

hello reader,

there is a distinction between western-modern pedagogical systems that's like text-based as in a legal method but there is an idea of "pathshala" or "guru shissho"/ "porompora" i mean how masters relayed knowledge to the student by (oral) transmission often by memorising books. so what was taught was always interactive. knowledge was interactive, you spoke with people rather than read texts.

i know a little bit of lacan which probably influences me in a way i cant articulate

2 (actually index). two is company

mazelike/rhizomatic/immanent/emergent are not antithetical to a transcendent real but its very manifestation

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i hope ai fixes this with the cessation of interfaces and walls

Lift Analysis

I Write Goodbye Letter

to work in time to get to the timeless, perfection thru chaos


so the method has to be autonomous

so an active mazelike process

division of reality is straying away from it

i haven't read 100 book s so i'm probably not getting the depth of all of what you're saying