something religious, a kind of complex,
it will get lighter
, something washing, cleansing, revealing, etc.The Hatton geezer (fuck off) is emptying his pockets, searching for the silver rizlas he apparently has. He refuses to take one of mine (also silver) because the tobacco I'm giving him is already too much to ask. He tells me about the guy who can do 50g of Golden Virginia for a good price, the guy who every other man over 50 knows. I'm not interested.
mazelike/rhizomatic/immanent/emergent are not antithetical to a transcendent real but its very manifestation
As we're stood there I notice a middle-aged woman staring at us across the room. I'm trying to catch her gaze, but its kind of vacant. I guess she sees me looking and considers it to be an invitation. She floats over to us in this strange dazed way, and on the approach I realise she's staring at (through?) my Korean colleague / fresh meat. She's saying wow, wow, wow. She seems genuinely so delighted, so shocked, so elated.
hiding from the rain
Sun, 02 Nov 2025 21:54:03
After I get away from the old racist failed actor, I go to see my Korean colleague. He's just arrived in London and I want to see how he's handling the party. We'd been invited as fresh meat for some of the older, gayer attendees. We aren't aware of that.
And thank you for telling me that the manner in which the narrator consistently fails to act morally is really compelling. Fuck you.
Today I felt like starting
lol yea
Sun, 02 Nov 2025 22:11:24
Above and behind a window opens and a cigarette hangs out.
a heavy, heavy rain. a clear day.
I created this site
.i really havent
like first name
Maybe, Jack, I'm doing this because I'm English?
what do you mean
"Put a blanket."
ahnaf is it worth reading all those books