no longer writing in the third person

I know that if I try to make this entry any more than it is I will ruin it.

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Thu, 06 Nov 2025 21:22:59

Sun, 02 Nov 2025 21:54:03

Wed, 11 Nov 2025 21:12:41

I'm in a crowded lift and a girl I've never met tells me she thinks she might love me.
The lift won't stop at any floor, and I can't talk in front of all these people. 

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It Will Get Lighter

with this post net clarity and the hours of nothing that followed I realise this is going to be awful.

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Thu, 04 Dec 2025 11:31:03

Thu, 06 Nov 2025 23:18:46

It's

dusk

in a snowy forest and I'm playing with a fox.
It bites my wrist but there is only a dull ache.
I feel that it wants to say sorry but can't. I die.

Style

Better Lift

Mon, 03 Nov 2025 08:27:13

to work in time to get to the timeless, perfection thru chaos

ahnaf abrar

think this is much more rhizomatic or immanent or mazelike than mainstream education now

all that is to say

After thinking and forgetting and thinking and forgetting

i haven't read 100 book s so i'm probably not getting the depth of all of what you're saying