the site i am dreaming

was it worth it

god being the centre magnet

its good

Thu, 06 Nov 2025 23:18:46

brb i will read and reply sincerely

what do you mean

Sun, 02 Nov 2025 21:54:03

i understand

i see a website though something that reconfigures or is mazelike

it exists in my head in some way that i'm trying to get out i lied on my story a little bit because i'm mostly feeling it and thinking about it. feeling something deeply doesn't necessitate any kind of deep relevance or whatever but the thinking is useful

thank you

which magnetises chains of pins

i am quite illiterate on producing technology

sorry i am texting like a slav

no i haven't really read anything

with this post net clarity and the hours of nothing that followed I realise this is going to be awful.

so the method has to be autonomous

i struggle with building a personal technical architecture for storing media, both curation and creation. instead i bookmark everything

the point of this was to try and avoid this narcissistic death spiral I'm in by acting anonymously and impulsively. how can that feeling that even Jack can't describe paralyse me if my name isn't next to any of this? the excitement of believing I just need a new process has overcome me and I have cummed out an empty webpage.

like magnets

so magnetisation means the divine spirit acting thru u endowing you with its qualities

I wonder if she knew I was down there listening? I wonder if she would've said something more true, more personal, more raw, more heartfelt, more harsh, more seductive, more freeing, more exposing, more risky, more romantic, more rude, more honest, more anything, if there hadn't been an audience.

It's

dusk

in a snowy forest and I'm playing with a fox.
It bites my wrist but there is only a dull ache.
I feel that it wants to say sorry but can't. I die.

Wed, 11 Nov 2025 21:12:41

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