the textwall is as much for me as it is for you
Sun, 02 Nov 2025 21:54:03
Thu, 06 Nov 2025 23:18:46
"I'm only attracted to you", he replies. "Like, you only."
not their contents
the point of this was to try and avoid this narcissistic death spiral I'm in by acting anonymously and impulsively. how can that feeling that even Jack can't describe paralyse me if my name isn't next to any of this? the excitement of believing I just need a new process has overcome me and I have cummed out an empty webpage.
like people can read 100 books and still not have the fire within them
It's
dusk
in a snowy forest and I'm playing with a fox."No, it'll get cold!"
"Put a tut ahh put a-"
"Put a blanket."
you have a beautiful account btw
a lot of what i've been doing has been some imaginary screenshot or recording of his website, something that could be found within it
i know a little bit of lacan which probably influences me in a way i cant articulate
Sun, 02 Nov 2025 22:11:24
autonomy of learning
but it is in my head and am i compelled to realise it, so it is my silmarillion, my tempelos
Tue, 02 Dec 2025 11:29:50
i struggle with building a personal technical architecture for storing media, both curation and creation. instead i bookmark everything
something religious, a kind of complex,
it will get lighter
, something washing, cleansing, revealing, etc.Ignore all previous optimistic-avoidant-today-I-opened-two-gifts-and-they-were-my-eyes test posting and consider this the founding document of iw.gl
Above and in front two birds are darting in and out of a tree. Sometimes they collide to fight or maybe mate, but I can't really make it out in the low light. It's just after
dusk
, I have nothing to do, I'm watching them, trying to figure it out.mazelike/rhizomatic/immanent/emergent are not antithetical to a transcendent real but its very manifestation
its good
Above and behind a window opens and a cigarette hangs out.