The slug lives in my bathroom. I only see it in the early hours of the morning, when I'm not quite right.

Today I felt like starting

with this post net clarity and the hours of nothing that followed I realise this is going to be awful.

Sun, 23 Nov 2025 10:37:17

in a post. I want to be remembered

there's probably something in that, but I don't feel like thinking about it too much yet.

the point of this was to try and avoid this narcissistic death spiral I'm in by acting anonymously and impulsively. how can that feeling that even Jack can't describe paralyse me if my name isn't next to any of this? the excitement of believing I just need a new process has overcome me and I have cummed out an empty webpage.

Thu, 04 Dec 2025 11:31:03

I'm in a crowded lift and a girl I've never met tells me she thinks she might love me.
The lift won't stop at any floor, and I can't talk in front of all these people.

something religious, a kind of complex,

it will get lighter

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After thinking and forgetting and thinking and forgetting

brb i will read and reply sincerely

Wed, 11 Nov 2025 21:12:41

currently

a lot of what i've been doing has been some imaginary screenshot or recording of his website, something that could be found within it