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Lift and confinement – The crowded, immovable lift represents feeling
trapped or constrained in real life, either by social expectations,
relationships, or internal emotions. The inability to speak in front of
others suggests suppressed feelings or fear of judgment.
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Unexpected confession – The girl saying “I think I might love you” could
symbolize longing for connection or recognition. It may reflect
unacknowledged desires, vulnerability, or anxiety about intimacy.
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Forest and snow – The transition to a snowy forest signals escape into the
subconscious, a place of solitude, reflection, and emotional processing.
Snow often represents purity, stillness, or emotional coldness, while dusk
points to transition or uncertainty.
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The fox – Foxes are traditionally symbols of cunning, intuition, and
guidance, but here it’s more ethereal: its bites are gentle yet noticeable,
suggesting a confrontation with subtle truths, small regrets, or lessons
that must be acknowledged. The unspoken apology indicates things left
unresolved or feelings that cannot be expressed.
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Death or dissolution – Dying in the dream often doesn’t mean literal death;
it represents transformation, the end of a phase, or surrendering control.
It can indicate letting go of fear, old habits, or emotional blockages.
We gather around the start of a causeway down to the Thames. It's a pretty
cold night and there's a breeze coming off the river.
Maybe, Jack, I'm doing this because I'm English?
i was tempted to lie about my name
We look out over the river to a block of luxury flats built on the site of
some old docks. It would be nice to live right there. Yes.
the only things i have read are just excerpts and 1 dialogue by plato fully
and mcluhan's medium is the massage but it cannot be considered a book
Sun, 23 Nov 2025 10:37:17
it
exists in my head in some way
that i'm trying to get out i lied on my story
a little bit because i'm
mostly feeling it
and thinking about it. feeling something deeply doesn't necessitate any kind of deep relevance or
whatever but the thinking is useful
we want to live the knowledge too live the content
Thu, 04 Dec 2025 11:31:03
Mon, 01 Dec 2025 23:38:15
Imprint, memory, impact, representation, impression
Rain, starting
magnetisation basically means the induction of divine form unto you
Garden Post-Dusk, Birds Above, In Another Life
there's probably something in that, but I don't feel like thinking about it too much yet.
13, H, grate
a version of this existed for a few months last year but it was static. it was
HTML with writing and pictures and videos and sounds. i had this feeling that
the code should be as important as the content, that structurally each piece
in relation to each other piece shouldn't change, that the mazelike quality
should emerge from me intricately arranging paths through it. like classic
hypertext