much more tactility

okay im going very rogue and very inarticulate

ion

i was tempted to lie about my name

that looks like my instagram account

ahnaf abrar

i don't really want to be associated with that one for some reason

lol

have you read

isaac newton

i know a little bit of lacan which probably influences me in a way i cant articulate

we need to be deconstructing our identities

plato

i struggle with building a personal technical architecture for storing media, both curation and creation. instead i bookmark everything

all that is to say

i did until you asked which kind of gave it away

i guess imagine a multimedia obsidian or notion that behaves according to some insane arcane rules that you can't ever really determine

yeah

was it worth it

i hadn't considered this pedagogically or as a kind of personal knowledge management system (puke) at all but i suppose it is both of those things

way too random but already engaging. i want to explore it

December 2025

i want to do that too

It Will Get Lighter

magnetisation basically means the induction of divine form unto you

i believe search always should be immersive, because whatever is pre planned and non consuming (what you are looking for is total engulfment by the spectre of the real), a joyous intensity, a flow of virtue

no longer writing in the third person

ahnaf is it worth reading all those books

this is possible in mazelike research sprints on the internet