Sun, 02 Nov 2025 23:49:08
i see a website though something that reconfigures or is mazelike
I wonder if the birds knew I was watching?
i got bored though because i knew all of the different arrangements of it. i probably needed to stick at it longer to get it dense enough to feel navigable in a way that was engaging to me
it exists in my head in some way that i'm trying to get out i lied on my story a little bit because i'm mostly feeling it and thinking about it. feeling something deeply doesn't necessitate any kind of deep relevance or whatever but the thinking is useful
I wonder if she knew I was down there listening? I wonder if she would've said something more true, more personal, more raw, more heartfelt, more harsh, more seductive, more freeing, more exposing, more risky, more romantic, more rude, more honest, more anything, if there hadn't been an audience.
I am below everything.
I'm trying to picture the scene inside, like I was trying to picture the scene in the tree.
"Put a blanket."
One of the birds shoots out of the tree.
and the fake qualifier
brb i will read and reply sincerely
"I'm only attracted to you", he replies. "Like, you only."
like first name
we need to be deconstructing our identities
i struggle with building a personal technical architecture for storing media, both curation and creation. instead i bookmark everything
you cannot feed someone truth
so the method has to be autonomous