we need to be deconstructing our identities

its good

nope. i only remember the leaves bristling behind the window during chemistry class

all that is to say

fw

have you read

wait what is that

Mon, 01 Dec 2025 23:38:15

magnetises a pin

ahnaf is it worth reading all those books

division of reality is straying away from it

We stand there laughing. The fireworks go off behind him.

thank you

like people can read 100 books and still not have the fire within them

mazelike/rhizomatic/immanent/emergent are not antithetical to a transcendent real but its very manifestation

I know that if I try to make this entry any more than it is I will ruin it.

And thank you for telling me that the manner in which the narrator consistently fails to act morally is really compelling. Fuck you.

the only things i have read are just excerpts and 1 dialogue by plato fully and mcluhan's medium is the massage but it cannot be considered a book

We look out over the river to a block of luxury flats built on the site of some old docks. It would be nice to live right there. Yes.

i have read not even 1 book

and the fake qualifier

She closes the window. I wasn't paying attention anyway, I'm getting cold, and the birds are nowhere to be seen. I go inside.

Sun, 02 Nov 2025 21:54:03

Thu, 06 Nov 2025 23:18:46

so the method has to be autonomous

the point of this was to try and avoid this narcissistic death spiral I'm in by acting anonymously and impulsively. how can that feeling that even Jack can't describe paralyse me if my name isn't next to any of this? the excitement of believing I just need a new process has overcome me and I have cummed out an empty webpage.