the point of this was to try and avoid this narcissistic death spiral I'm in by acting anonymously and impulsively. how can that feeling that even Jack can't describe paralyse me if my name isn't next to any of this? the excitement of believing I just need a new process has overcome me and I have cummed out an empty webpage.


i have read not even 1 book

not their contents

autonomy of learning

as in

something for the future. something to look at when this is more. I've been thinking about... whatever

magnetisation/form

so i or you can author smaller fragments that get arranged

Tue, 02 Dec 2025 11:29:50

that is unstable and lets me operate in that discovery mode that i can create within and also produce works from.

One of the birds shoots out of the tree.

There is a pause. She ashes her cigarette. It falls on me. It seems like the birds have stopped too.

I am below everything.

She closes the window. I wasn't paying attention anyway, I'm getting cold, and the birds are nowhere to be seen. I go inside.

division of reality is straying away from it

i did until you asked which kind of gave it away

in a post. I want to be remembered

i am quite illiterate on producing technology


magnetisation basically means the induction of divine form unto you

13, H, grate

its good