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It's

dusk

in a snowy forest and I'm playing with a fox.
It bites my wrist but there is only a dull ache.
I feel that it wants to say sorry but can't. I die.

I am below everything.

idk

I wonder if she knew I was down there listening? I wonder if she would've said something more true, more personal, more raw, more heartfelt, more harsh, more seductive, more freeing, more exposing, more risky, more romantic, more rude, more honest, more anything, if there hadn't been an audience.

this is possible in mazelike research sprints on the internet

think this is much more rhizomatic or immanent or mazelike than mainstream education now

Above and behind a window opens and a cigarette hangs out.

so the method has to be autonomous

autonomy of learning

to work in time to get to the timeless, perfection thru chaos

its performative

i hope ai fixes this with the cessation of interfaces and walls

somewhere between instagram and chatgpt

Imprint, memory, impact, representation, impression

its good

what do you mean

sorry i am texting like a slav

no like which do people call me

i got bored though because i knew all of the different arrangements of it. i probably needed to stick at it longer to get it dense enough to feel navigable in a way that was engaging to me

Dreams like these are highly symbolic and emotionally intense. Here’s a breakdown of common interpretations:

there is a distinction between western-modern pedagogical systems that's like text-based as in a legal method but there is an idea of "pathshala" or "guru shissho"/ "porompora" i mean how masters relayed knowledge to the student by (oral) transmission often by memorising books. so what was taught was always interactive. knowledge was interactive, you spoke with people rather than read texts.

We look out over the river to a block of luxury flats built on the site of some old docks. It would be nice to live right there. Yes.