that is unstable and lets me operate in that discovery mode that i can create within and also produce works from.

yes

it exists in my head in some way that i'm trying to get out i lied on my story a little bit because i'm mostly feeling it and thinking about it. feeling something deeply doesn't necessitate any kind of deep relevance or whatever but the thinking is useful

Their voices are saying they haven't and shouldn't fuck but want to so bad, or have fucked and can't again but want to so bad, or something like that. Would this be easier if they were birds? Incel kind of question... I'm not following the conversation, but I'm still listening. He's talking in this slightly begging way. It's a way of talking that asks for pity, like he's already tried appealing to every other one of her sensibilities. Incel kind of observation... Maybe he just talks like that, in some upspeak derivative. Haha unless?

you have a beautiful account btw

Above and behind a window opens and a cigarette hangs out.

Better Lift

Thu, 04 Dec 2025 11:31:03

i see a website though something that reconfigures or is mazelike

i love it here

as in

mazelike/rhizomatic/immanent/emergent are not antithetical to a transcendent real but its very manifestation