...

hiding from the rain

I know that if I try to make this entry any more than it is I will ruin it.

"No, it'll get cold!"
"Put a tut ahh put a-"

It Will Get Lighter


There is a pause. She ashes her cigarette. It falls on me. It seems like the birds have stopped too.

She says something that isn't really right but isn't really wrong. I'm not taking in their words any more, just their voices, trying to get a feel for whatever is going on between them. I'm imagining what it's like for them in this delicate situation, what I would say if it were me. She has that perfect upper-class accent, and she's using whatever upper-class tact that comes with it to navigate this. Style. They can't be together, but their voices are betraying them.

IWGD

It's

dusk

in a snowy forest and I'm playing with a fox.
It bites my wrist but there is only a dull ache.
I feel that it wants to say sorry but can't. I die.

Today I felt like starting

Imprint, memory, impact, representation, impression

Sun, 23 Nov 2025 10:37:17

Rain, starting

ahnaf is it worth reading all those books

I am below everything.

...

They're fucking around with the box. I ask her what people do with fireworks for so long before they're ready to light. She doesn't know.


bro i read nothing in my life

nope. i only remember the leaves bristling behind the window during chemistry class

Garden Post-Dusk, Birds Above, In Another Life

and the fake qualifier


Thu, 06 Nov 2025 21:22:59

and so on. not wanting the rhyming / clanging

there's probably something in that, but I don't feel like thinking about it too much yet.

Thu, 04 Dec 2025 11:31:03

"Put a blanket."

After thinking and forgetting and thinking and forgetting

Picture