its performative

a lot of what i've been doing has been some imaginary screenshot or recording of his website, something that could be found within it

"I'm only attracted to you", he replies. "Like, you only."

the point of this was to try and avoid this narcissistic death spiral I'm in by acting anonymously and impulsively. how can that feeling that even Jack can't describe paralyse me if my name isn't next to any of this? the excitement of believing I just need a new process has overcome me and I have cummed out an empty webpage.


no longer writing in the third person

It Will Get Lighter

Thank you, Jack

This is a website run by a narcissist who can't produce anything without the hope that it is seen and loved but can't act due to the fear of it being seen and hated. They immediately feel the need to ask Jack GPT to define whatever this feeling is in the hope that understanding it will mean control over it and control over it will mean that they can stop it.

The bird dives back into the tree. It shakes, some leaves fall.

it is hopeful

Sun, 02 Nov 2025 23:49:08


okay this is interesting because pedagogies we have rn are not proper models

magnetisation/form

no i haven't really read anything

propensity within someone

After thinking and forgetting and thinking and forgetting

you cannot feed someone language, they have to speak

have you read

you cannot feed someone truth