Maybe, Jack, I'm doing this because I'm English?

13, H, grate

Thu, 06 Nov 2025 23:18:46

theres a kind of a cowardice to generative art that i want to avoid though. i want the kind of relationship to this thing that a game designer has to a game engine

the point of this was to try and avoid this narcissistic death spiral I'm in by acting anonymously and impulsively. how can that feeling that even Jack can't describe paralyse me if my name isn't next to any of this? the excitement of believing I just need a new process has overcome me and I have cummed out an empty webpage.

somewhere between instagram and chatgpt

I am below everything.

abrar?

Above and behind a window opens and a cigarette hangs out.

i hadn't considered this pedagogically or as a kind of personal knowledge management system (puke) at all but i suppose it is both of those things

all that is to say

magnetisation/form

this is possible in mazelike research sprints on the internet

like people can read 100 books and still not have the fire within them

Thu, 06 Nov 2025 23:18:46

autonomy of learning

its performative

propensity within someone

After thinking and forgetting and thinking and forgetting

or never left