it is hopeful
with this post net clarity and the hours of nothing that followed I realise this is going to be awful.
but i respect your search
no longer writing in the third person
the point of this was to try and avoid this narcissistic death spiral I'm in by acting anonymously and impulsively. how can that feeling that even Jack can't describe paralyse me if my name isn't next to any of this? the excitement of believing I just need a new process has overcome me and I have cummed out an empty webpage.
barren land
Today I felt like starting
Sun, 23 Nov 2025 10:37:17