with this post net clarity and the hours of nothing that followed I realise this is going to be awful.

wait what is that

Sun, 02 Nov 2025 22:11:24

One of the birds shoots out of the tree.

Imprint, memory, impact, representation, impression


there's probably something in that, but I don't feel like thinking about it too much yet.

After thinking and forgetting and thinking and forgetting

something religious, a kind of complex, it will get lighter, something washing, cleansing, revealing, etc.

Lift Analysis

It Will Get Lighter

i see a website though something that reconfigures or is mazelike

Rain, starting

13, H, grate


theres a kind of a cowardice to generative art that i want to avoid though. i want the kind of relationship to this thing that a game designer has to a game engine

She closes the window. I wasn't paying attention anyway, I'm getting cold, and the birds are nowhere to be seen. I go inside.

Thu, 06 Nov 2025 23:18:46

no longer writing in the third person

I'm trying to picture the scene inside, like I was trying to picture the scene in the tree.

I'm in a crowded lift and a girl I've never met tells me she thinks she might love me.
The lift won't stop at any floor, and I can't talk in front of all these people.