a lot of what i've been doing has been some imaginary screenshot or recording of his website, something that could be found within it

it exists in my head in some way that i'm trying to get out i lied on my story a little bit because i'm mostly feeling it and thinking about it. feeling something deeply doesn't necessitate any kind of deep relevance or whatever but the thinking is useful

that is unstable and lets me operate in that discovery mode that i can create within and also produce works from.

but really the thing should be autonomous

Style

It's

dusk

in a snowy forest and I'm playing with a fox.
It bites my wrist but there is only a dull ache.
I feel that it wants to say sorry but can't. I die.

Sun, 02 Nov 2025 21:54:03

no like which do people call me

its performative

like people can read 100 books and still not have the fire within them

Thu, 06 Nov 2025 21:22:59

I know that if I try to make this entry any more than it is I will ruin it.


or never left

in a way what we are really interested in with pedagogy is the magnetisation

all that is to say

think this is much more rhizomatic or immanent or mazelike than mainstream education now