like people can read 100 books and still not have the fire within them
Thu, 06 Nov 2025 23:18:46
Thu, 04 Dec 2025 11:31:03
Sun, 02 Nov 2025 23:49:08
"I'm only attracted to you", he replies. "Like, you only."
Today I felt like starting
Above and behind a window opens and a cigarette hangs out.
the point of this was to try and avoid this narcissistic death spiral I'm in by acting anonymously and impulsively. how can that feeling that even Jack can't describe paralyse me if my name isn't next to any of this? the excitement of believing I just need a new process has overcome me and I have cummed out an empty webpage.
Thu, 06 Nov 2025 21:22:59
Sun, 02 Nov 2025 22:11:24
there is a distinction between western-modern pedagogical systems that's like text-based as in a legal method but there is an idea of "pathshala" or "guru shissho"/ "porompora" i mean how masters relayed knowledge to the student by (oral) transmission often by memorising books. so what was taught was always interactive. knowledge was interactive, you spoke with people rather than read texts.
something for the future. something to look at when this is more. I've been thinking about... whatever
something religious, a kind of complex,
it will get lighter
, something washing, cleansing, revealing, etc.Sun, 23 Nov 2025 10:37:17
Thank you, Jack
with this post net clarity and the hours of nothing that followed I realise this is going to be awful.
not their contents
Windrush Art Kid Oligarch
a lot of what i've been doing has been some imaginary screenshot or recording of his website, something that could be found within it
think this is much more rhizomatic or immanent or mazelike than mainstream education now
we want to live the knowledge too live the content
okay im going very rogue and very inarticulate
really i want the internet