so at the end
Tue, 02 Dec 2025 11:29:50
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plato
ahnaf is it worth reading all those books
the point of this was to try and avoid this narcissistic death spiral I'm in by acting anonymously and impulsively. how can that feeling that even Jack can't describe paralyse me if my name isn't next to any of this? the excitement of believing I just need a new process has overcome me and I have cummed out an empty webpage.
Above and behind a window opens and a cigarette hangs out.
I wonder if she knew I was down there listening? I wonder if she would've said something more true, more personal, more raw, more heartfelt, more harsh, more seductive, more freeing, more exposing, more risky, more romantic, more rude, more honest, more anything, if there hadn't been an audience.
...
the site i am dreaming
as in
i struggle with building a personal technical architecture for storing media, both curation and creation. instead i bookmark everything
i really havent
okay this is interesting because pedagogies we have rn are not proper models
fw