so at the end

there's probably something in that, but I don't feel like thinking about it too much yet.

Style

One of the birds shoots out of the tree.

Thu, 06 Nov 2025 23:18:46

in a post. I want to be remembered

It Will Get Lighter


This is a website run by a narcissist who can't produce anything without the hope that it is seen and loved but can't act due to the fear of it being seen and hated. They immediately feel the need to ask Jack GPT to define whatever this feeling is in the hope that understanding it will mean control over it and control over it will mean that they can stop it.

"I'm only attracted to you", he replies. "Like, you only."

yeah people dont get it they assume its ahnaf

like first name


nope. i only remember the leaves bristling behind the window during chemistry class

bro i read nothing in my life

was it worth it

Thu, 06 Nov 2025 21:22:59

Actual born-Londoners aren't LARPing like this, they sold their shite family home for a million pounds and moved to Malaga years ago. They have their culture and they've taken it elsewhere.

i want to do that too

nope. i only remember the leaves bristling behind the window during chemistry class

Tue, 02 Dec 2025 11:29:50

The old failed actor genuinely believed this girl was of a lesser race. He believed she shouldn't be talking with me, shouldn't be here at this party, shouldn't be here in this country. He wanted a white England. I didn't really challenge him on it. Sometimes I justify it with thoughts like I was drunk, or baffled, or it isn't an argument I'll win, or he can't hear me anyway, or whatever. I didn't argue with him. I just cut off his rant and left with a pathetic "In a bit."


I wonder if the birds knew I was watching?

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ahnaf abrar

i sat down to eat my peasant dinner but i thought it was a song you sent so i didn’t watch it then