yes

with this post net clarity and the hours of nothing that followed I realise this is going to be awful.

currently

no longer writing in the third person

Today I felt like starting

and so on. not wanting the rhyming / clanging

I Write Goodbye Letter

Mon, 01 Dec 2025 23:38:15

IWGD

Thank you for telling me that I'm failing to see how I'm reproducing the dynamics I'm trying to critique by only describing my Korean colleague / fresh meat and the black girl in relation to others and myself.

We gather around the start of a causeway down to the Thames. It's a pretty cold night and there's a breeze coming off the river.


...

I've found the girl, or she's found me, and we're smoking a cigarette while we watch the silhouettes of the French Raj and his fireworks bearer down on the bank.

part of an old note. It will get lighter.

ion

Sun, 02 Nov 2025 23:49:08

yeah


We stand there laughing. The fireworks go off behind him.