I wonder if she knew I was down there listening? I wonder if she would've said something more true, more personal, more raw, more heartfelt, more harsh, more seductive, more freeing, more exposing, more risky, more romantic, more rude, more honest, more anything, if there hadn't been an audience.
Mon, 03 Nov 2025 08:38:49
no longer writing in the third person
It's
dusk
in a snowy forest and I'm playing with a fox....
...
The slug lives in my bathroom. I only see it in the early hours of the morning, when I'm not quite right.
hello reader,
magnetisation basically means the induction of divine form unto you
I am below everything.
in a post. I want to be remembered
isaac
feel you
I know that if I try to make this entry any more than it is I will ruin it.
December 2025
After thinking and forgetting and thinking and forgetting
"Anyway, you're you. I mean, look at you!" she says. "You could get with anyone, anyone in the street. Really."
the point of this was to try and avoid this narcissistic death spiral I'm in by acting anonymously and impulsively. how can that feeling that even Jack can't describe paralyse me if my name isn't next to any of this? the excitement of believing I just need a new process has overcome me and I have cummed out an empty webpage.
like magnets
whats your name?