was it worth it

Today I felt like starting

Rain, starting

I know that if I try to make this entry any more than it is I will ruin it.

Thu, 04 Dec 2025 11:31:03

in a post. I want to be remembered

Above and behind a window opens and a cigarette hangs out.

its performative

so an active mazelike process

in a way what we are really interested in with pedagogy is the magnetisation

isaac newton

god being the centre magnet

idk

yeah

ahnaf abrar

have you read

i don't really want to be associated with that one for some reason

After thinking and forgetting and thinking and forgetting

Better Lift

The bird dives back into the tree. It shakes, some leaves fall.

so magnetisation means the divine spirit acting thru u endowing you with its qualities

Above and in front two birds are darting in and out of a tree. Sometimes they collide to fight or maybe mate, but I can't really make it out in the low light. It's just after

dusk

, I have nothing to do, I'm watching them, trying to figure it out.

lol

something religious, a kind of complex,

it will get lighter

, something washing, cleansing, revealing, etc.

so at the end

like people can read 100 books and still not have the fire within them

It Will Get Lighter

"I'm only attracted to you", he replies. "Like, you only."

its good

or never left

yeah