it holds me to something (you, now). I love editing!

We look out over the river to a block of luxury flats built on the site of some old docks. It would be nice to live right there. Yes.

i was tempted to lie about my name

We gather around the start of a causeway down to the Thames. It's a pretty cold night and there's a breeze coming off the river.

magnetisation basically means the induction of divine form unto you

isaac

there is a distinction between western-modern pedagogical systems that's like text-based as in a legal method but there is an idea of "pathshala" or "guru shissho"/ "porompora" i mean how masters relayed knowledge to the student by (oral) transmission often by memorising books. so what was taught was always interactive. knowledge was interactive, you spoke with people rather than read texts.

i understand

It Will Get Lighter

so the method has to be autonomous

think this is much more rhizomatic or immanent or mazelike than mainstream education now

Lift Analysis

its good

autonomy of learning

feel you

mazelike/rhizomatic/immanent/emergent are not antithetical to a transcendent real but its very manifestation

i want to do that too

we need to be deconstructing our identities

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you know who you are. no more time, not like

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it exists in my head in some way that i'm trying to get out i lied on my story a little bit because i'm mostly feeling it and thinking about it. feeling something deeply doesn't necessitate any kind of deep relevance or whatever but the thinking is useful

Better Lift

I know that if I try to make this entry any more than it is I will ruin it.

kind of mythopoesis