the point of this was to try and avoid this narcissistic death spiral I'm in by acting anonymously and impulsively. how can that feeling that even Jack can't describe paralyse me if my name isn't next to any of this? the excitement of believing I just need a new process has overcome me and I have cummed out an empty webpage.
it is hopeful
"I'm only attracted to you", he replies. "Like, you only."
Sun, 02 Nov 2025 23:49:08
something for the future. something to look at when this is more. I've been thinking about... whatever
like first name
no longer writing in the third person
there's probably something in that, but I don't feel like thinking about it too much yet.
yeah
Windrush Art Kid Oligarch
Sun, 23 Nov 2025 10:37:17
i hadn't considered this pedagogically or as a kind of personal knowledge management system (puke) at all but i suppose it is both of those things
so magnetisation means the divine spirit acting thru u endowing you with its qualities
lol
think this is much more rhizomatic or immanent or mazelike than mainstream education now
I'm in a crowded lift and a girl I've never met tells me she thinks she might love me.
The lift won't stop at any floor, and I can't talk in front of all these people.
She closes the window. I wasn't paying attention anyway, I'm getting cold, and the birds are nowhere to be seen. I go inside.
that looks like my instagram account
which magnetises chains of pins
barren land
we need to be deconstructing our identities
we want to live the knowledge too live the content