it exists in my head in some way that i'm trying to get out i lied on my story a little bit because i'm mostly feeling it and thinking about it. feeling something deeply doesn't necessitate any kind of deep relevance or whatever but the thinking is useful

I know that if I try to make this entry any more than it is I will ruin it.

There is a pause. She ashes her cigarette. It falls on me. It seems like the birds have stopped too.

Picture

Tue, 02 Dec 2025 11:29:50

Style

in a post. I want to be remembered

Worse Lift

Wed, 11 Nov 2025 21:12:41

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its good

so at the end

nope. i only remember the leaves bristling behind the window during chemistry class

I wonder if she knew I was down there listening? I wonder if she would've said something more true, more personal, more raw, more heartfelt, more harsh, more seductive, more freeing, more exposing, more risky, more romantic, more rude, more honest, more anything, if there hadn't been an audience.

lol yea

like people can read 100 books and still not have the fire within them

send your tumblr

i did until you asked which kind of gave it away

like first name

god "possessing" artists "possessing" people

hiding from the rain

something for the future. something to look at when this is more. I've been thinking about... whatever