i really havent
a lot of what i've been doing has been some imaginary screenshot or recording of his website, something that could be found within it
division of reality is straying away from it
i got bored though because i knew all of the different arrangements of it. i probably needed to stick at it longer to get it dense enough to feel navigable in a way that was engaging to me
to work in time to get to the timeless, perfection thru chaos
somewhere between instagram and chatgpt
Better Lift
Lift Analysis
wow, you are the first stranger to write a textwall to me
it exists in my head in some way that i'm trying to get out i lied on my story a little bit because i'm mostly feeling it and thinking about it. feeling something deeply doesn't necessitate any kind of deep relevance or whatever but the thinking is useful
feel you
all that is to say
we need to be deconstructing our identities
autonomy of learning
but i respect your search
it is hopeful
December 2025
abrar?
Hours staring at the ceiling, the wall, curling up into a ball. It seems annoyed with the light, it kind of recoils. It will get lighter. I wonder where it goes in the day.
with this post net clarity and the hours of nothing that followed I realise this is going to be awful.
Thu, 04 Dec 2025 11:31:03
ion
bro i read nothing in my life
Above and behind a window opens and a cigarette hangs out.