Like the tide, it comes in and it washes over the beach. It's beautiful. But like the tide it goes out, sometimes it goes out further than it ever has, it recedes back across the beach and further out beyond the horizon. The bare seabed opens up in front of you and all you can do is look at it.

ion

like people can read 100 books and still not have the fire within them

mazelike/rhizomatic/immanent/emergent are not antithetical to a transcendent real but its very manifestation

this is possible in mazelike research sprints on the internet

no like which do people call me

nope. i only remember the leaves bristling behind the window during chemistry class

is this you as well

sorry i am texting like a slav

feel you

i know a little bit of lacan which probably influences me in a way i cant articulate

so at the end

no i haven't really read anything

plato

ahnaf is it worth reading all those books

have you read

much more tactility

i want to do that too

you cannot feed someone language, they have to speak

brb i will read and reply sincerely

Imprint, memory, impact, representation, impression

plato

to work in time to get to the timeless, perfection thru chaos

hiding from the rain

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what do you mean

its performative

yeah people dont get it they assume its ahnaf


I wonder if she knew I was down there listening? I wonder if she would've said something more true, more personal, more raw, more heartfelt, more harsh, more seductive, more freeing, more exposing, more risky, more romantic, more rude, more honest, more anything, if there hadn't been an audience.