Today I felt like starting

part of an old note. It will get lighter.

Better Lift

much more tactility

It's

dusk

in a snowy forest and I'm playing with a fox.
It bites my wrist but there is only a dull ache.
I feel that it wants to say sorry but can't. I die.

Mon, 03 Nov 2025 08:38:49

that looks like my instagram account

i struggle with building a personal technical architecture for storing media, both curation and creation. instead i bookmark everything

not their contents

all that is to say

is this you as well

isaac newton

currently


you cannot feed someone language, they have to speak


Sun, 02 Nov 2025 23:49:08

or never left

lol yea

isaac

okay this is interesting because pedagogies we have rn are not proper models


the point of this was to try and avoid this narcissistic death spiral I'm in by acting anonymously and impulsively. how can that feeling that even Jack can't describe paralyse me if my name isn't next to any of this? the excitement of believing I just need a new process has overcome me and I have cummed out an empty webpage.

idk

so the method has to be autonomous

barren land

which magnetises chains of pins


something for the future. something to look at when this is more. I've been thinking about... whatever

like magnets

the site i am dreaming

Their voices are saying they haven't and shouldn't fuck but want to so bad, or have fucked and can't again but want to so bad, or something like that. Would this be easier if they were birds? Incel kind of question... I'm not following the conversation, but I'm still listening. He's talking in this slightly begging way. It's a way of talking that asks for pity, like he's already tried appealing to every other one of her sensibilities. Incel kind of observation... Maybe he just talks like that, in some upspeak derivative. Haha unless?