the point of this was to try and avoid this narcissistic death spiral I'm in by acting anonymously and impulsively. how can that feeling that even Jack can't describe paralyse me if my name isn't next to any of this? the excitement of believing I just need a new process has overcome me and I have cummed out an empty webpage.

Sun, 02 Nov 2025 21:54:03

Rain, starting

Tue, 02 Dec 2025 11:29:50

Thu, 04 Dec 2025 11:31:03

something religious, a kind of complex,

it will get lighter

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Sun, 02 Nov 2025 22:11:24

Garden Post-Dusk, Birds Above, In Another Life

brb i will read and reply sincerely

i believe search always should be immersive, because whatever is pre planned and non consuming (what you are looking for is total engulfment by the spectre of the real), a joyous intensity, a flow of virtue

i see a website though something that reconfigures or is mazelike

i see a website

there's probably something in that, but I don't feel like thinking about it too much yet.

you have a beautiful account btw

"I'm only attracted to you", he replies. "Like, you only."

a lot of what i've been doing has been some imaginary screenshot or recording of his website, something that could be found within it

i love to walk around and see things and take photos and go online and look at websites and click on links and take screenshots i love to surf and i love to browse

Worse Lift

with this post net clarity and the hours of nothing that followed I realise this is going to be awful.