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She says something that isn't really right but isn't really wrong. I'm not taking in their words any more, just their voices, trying to get a feel for whatever is going on between them. I'm imagining what it's like for them in this delicate situation, what I would say if it were me. She has that perfect upper-class accent, and she's using whatever upper-class tact that comes with it to navigate this. Style. They can't be together, but their voices are betraying them.

It Will Get Lighter

a heavy, heavy rain. a clear day.

I created this site

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Sun, 02 Nov 2025 23:49:08

ahnaf is it worth reading all those books

think this is much more rhizomatic or immanent or mazelike than mainstream education now

i dont understand magnetisation

so magnetisation means the divine spirit acting thru u endowing you with its qualities

i understand

yeah people dont get it they assume its ahnaf

plato

i did until you asked which kind of gave it away

isaac

isaac newton

abrar?

god being the centre magnet

like first name

i struggle with building a personal technical architecture for storing media, both curation and creation. instead i bookmark everything

its performative

there is a distinction between western-modern pedagogical systems that's like text-based as in a legal method but there is an idea of "pathshala" or "guru shissho"/ "porompora" i mean how masters relayed knowledge to the student by (oral) transmission often by memorising books. so what was taught was always interactive. knowledge was interactive, you spoke with people rather than read texts.

as in

autonomy of learning

i was tempted to lie about my name

which magnetises chains of pins

i love it here

no like which do people call me

magnetises a pin

amazing hopefully this was all legible and frankly i might be going very off board but you seemed interesting

ahnaf abrar

we want to live the knowledge too live the content

sorry i am texting like a slav

we need to be deconstructing our identities

i haven't read 100 book s so i'm probably not getting the depth of all of what you're saying

okay this is interesting because pedagogies we have rn are not proper models

yeah