in a post. I want to be remembered

"I'm only attracted to you", he replies. "Like, you only."

The bird dives back into the tree. It shakes, some leaves fall.

god being the centre magnet

so the method has to be autonomous

okay this is interesting because pedagogies we have rn are not proper models

my watchlater reached its limit years ago and now i have to create a playlist for each new topic im interested in but it is incredibly hard to create the taxonomy of knowledge because everything seems to be everything else because at the end it is what you get from it that matters not what is given

i haven't read 100 book s so i'm probably not getting the depth of all of what you're saying

we can only engage in such a way

think this is much more rhizomatic or immanent or mazelike than mainstream education now

we need to be deconstructing our identities

sorry i am texting like a slav

yeah people dont get it they assume its ahnaf

have you read

god "possessing" artists "possessing" people

i love it here

its good


i struggle with building a personal technical architecture for storing media, both curation and creation. instead i bookmark everything

Thu, 04 Dec 2025 11:31:03

Above and behind a window opens and a cigarette hangs out.

One of the birds shoots out of the tree.

"Anyway, you're you. I mean, look at you!" she says. "You could get with anyone, anyone in the street. Really."

There is a pause. She ashes her cigarette. It falls on me. It seems like the birds have stopped too.

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the site i am dreaming

bro i read nothing in my life

It Will Get Lighter

i did until you asked which kind of gave it away

ahnaf is it worth reading all those books

not their contents

that looks like my instagram account

December 2025

I wonder if she knew I was down there listening? I wonder if she would've said something more true, more personal, more raw, more heartfelt, more harsh, more seductive, more freeing, more exposing, more risky, more romantic, more rude, more honest, more anything, if there hadn't been an audience.

I'm trying to picture the scene inside, like I was trying to picture the scene in the tree.