with this post net clarity and the hours of nothing that followed I realise this is going to be awful.

yes

it is hopeful

Thu, 06 Nov 2025 21:22:59

Sun, 02 Nov 2025 23:49:08


no longer writing in the third person


IWGD

that is unstable and lets me operate in that discovery mode that i can create within and also produce works from.

it exists in my head in some way that i'm trying to get out i lied on my story a little bit because i'm mostly feeling it and thinking about it. feeling something deeply doesn't necessitate any kind of deep relevance or whatever but the thinking is useful

Thu, 06 Nov 2025 23:18:46

Better Lift

It's

dusk

in a snowy forest and I'm playing with a fox.
It bites my wrist but there is only a dull ache.
I feel that it wants to say sorry but can't. I die.

It Will Get Lighter