with this post net clarity and the hours of nothing that followed I realise this is going to be awful.
yes
it is hopeful
Thu, 06 Nov 2025 21:22:59
Sun, 02 Nov 2025 23:49:08
no longer writing in the third person
that is unstable and lets me operate in that discovery mode that i can create within and also produce works from.
it exists in my head in some way that i'm trying to get out i lied on my story a little bit because i'm mostly feeling it and thinking about it. feeling something deeply doesn't necessitate any kind of deep relevance or whatever but the thinking is useful
Thu, 06 Nov 2025 23:18:46
Better Lift
It's
in a snowy forest and I'm playing with a fox.