Thu, 06 Nov 2025 23:18:46

She says something that isn't really right but isn't really wrong. I'm not taking in their words any more, just their voices, trying to get a feel for whatever is going on between them. I'm imagining what it's like for them in this delicate situation, what I would say if it were me. She has that perfect upper-class accent, and she's using whatever upper-class tact that comes with it to navigate this. Style. They can't be together, but their voices are betraying them.

Wed, 11 Nov 2025 21:12:41

there's probably something in that, but I don't feel like thinking about it too much yet.

"I'm only attracted to you", he replies. "Like, you only."

Above and in front two birds are darting in and out of a tree. Sometimes they collide to fight or maybe mate, but I can't really make it out in the low light. It's just after

dusk

Garden Post-Dusk, Birds Above, In Another Life

think this is much more rhizomatic or immanent or mazelike than mainstream education now

"Put a blanket."

plato

as in

lol yea

no longer writing in the third person

i want to do that too

plato

that looks like my instagram account

in a way what we are really interested in with pedagogy is the magnetisation

division of reality is straying away from it

1

There is a pause. She ashes her cigarette. It falls on me. It seems like the birds have stopped too.

ion

i did until you asked which kind of gave it away

i don't really want to be associated with that one for some reason

I wonder if she knew I was down there listening? I wonder if she would've said something more true, more personal, more raw, more heartfelt, more harsh, more seductive, more freeing, more exposing, more risky, more romantic, more rude, more honest, more anything, if there hadn't been an audience.

yeah

something religious, a kind of complex,

it will get lighter

its good short few pages

i haven't read 100 book s so i'm probably not getting the depth of all of what you're saying