i guess imagine a multimedia obsidian or notion that behaves according to some insane arcane rules that you can't ever really determine

"I'm only attracted to you", he replies. "Like, you only."

Sun, 02 Nov 2025 21:54:03

no longer writing in the third person

Sun, 02 Nov 2025 22:11:24

something religious, a kind of complex,

it will get lighter

Lift Analysis

it exists in my head in some way that i'm trying to get out i lied on my story a little bit because i'm mostly feeling it and thinking about it. feeling something deeply doesn't necessitate any kind of deep relevance or whatever but the thinking is useful

It Will Get Lighter

there's probably something in that, but I don't feel like thinking about it too much yet.

Today I felt like starting

After thinking and forgetting and thinking and forgetting

so the method has to be autonomous

ahnaf is it worth reading all those books

I'm in a crowded lift and a girl I've never met tells me she thinks she might love me.
The lift won't stop at any floor, and I can't talk in front of all these people.

Above and behind a window opens and a cigarette hangs out.

my watchlater reached its limit years ago and now i have to create a playlist for each new topic im interested in but it is incredibly hard to create the taxonomy of knowledge because everything seems to be everything else because at the end it is what you get from it that matters not what is given

lol yea

much more tactility

magnetisation/form

we can only engage in such a way

autonomy of learning

like people can read 100 books and still not have the fire within them

division of reality is straying away from it

we want to live the knowledge too live the content