with this post net clarity and the hours of nothing that followed I realise this is going to be awful.
Thank you, Jack
the point of this was to try and avoid this narcissistic death spiral I'm in by acting anonymously and impulsively. how can that feeling that even Jack can't describe paralyse me if my name isn't next to any of this? the excitement of believing I just need a new process has overcome me and I have cummed out an empty webpage.
They're fucking around with the box. I ask her what people do with fireworks for so long before they're ready to light. She doesn't know.
not their contents
abrar?
whats your name?
so an active mazelike process
Lift Analysis
its good
its performative
sorry i am texting like a slav
no longer writing in the third person