Sun, 23 Nov 2025 10:37:17

It's

dusk

in a snowy forest and I'm playing with a fox.
It bites my wrist but there is only a dull ache.
I feel that it wants to say sorry but can't. I die.

Style

Windrush Art Kid Oligarch

I'm in a crowded lift and a girl I've never met tells me she thinks she might love me.
The lift won't stop at any floor, and I can't talk in front of all these people.

currently

Above and behind a window opens and a cigarette hangs out.

FOUNDING DOCUMENT

"I'm only attracted to you", he replies. "Like, you only."

in a post. I want to be remembered

that is unstable and lets me operate in that discovery mode that i can create within and also produce works from.

"Put a blanket."

it is hopeful

Imprint, memory, impact, representation, impression

Thu, 06 Nov 2025 21:22:59

This is a website run by a narcissist who can't produce anything without the hope that it is seen and loved but can't act due to the fear of it being seen and hated. They immediately feel the need to ask Jack GPT to define whatever this feeling is in the hope that understanding it will mean control over it and control over it will mean that they can stop it.

there's probably something in that, but I don't feel like thinking about it too much yet.

Better Lift

i struggle with building a personal technical architecture for storing media, both curation and creation. instead i bookmark everything

we can only engage in such a way

like people can read 100 books and still not have the fire within them

Sun, 02 Nov 2025 23:49:08