nope. i only remember the leaves bristling behind the window during chemistry class

in a way what we are really interested in with pedagogy is the magnetisation

Overall meaning: The dream seems to explore vulnerability, unspoken emotion, and the tension between connection and isolation. It suggests you may be processing intense feelings of longing or missed opportunities, and your subconscious is guiding you to acknowledge, release, or transform them.

division of reality is straying away from it

idk

as in

your feed looks like my tumblr

so at the end

think this is much more rhizomatic or immanent or mazelike than mainstream education now

i struggle with building a personal technical architecture for storing media, both curation and creation. instead i bookmark everything

fw

i love it here

i haven't read 100 book s so i'm probably not getting the depth of all of what you're saying

its good

like first name

i did until you asked which kind of gave it away

was it worth it

all that is to say

I know that if I try to make this entry any more than it is I will ruin it.

One of the birds shoots out of the tree.

which magnetises chains of pins

Style

I am below everything.

the point of this was to try and avoid this narcissistic death spiral I'm in by acting anonymously and impulsively. how can that feeling that even Jack can't describe paralyse me if my name isn't next to any of this? the excitement of believing I just need a new process has overcome me and I have cummed out an empty webpage.

feel you

abrar?

autonomy of learning

i was tempted to lie about my name

so an active mazelike process

isaac newton

"No, it'll get cold!"
"Put a tut ahh put a-"

...

i really havent