it exists in my head in some way that i'm trying to get out i lied on my story a little bit because i'm mostly feeling it and thinking about it. feeling something deeply doesn't necessitate any kind of deep relevance or whatever but the thinking is useful

i don't really want to be associated with that one for some reason

this is possible in mazelike research sprints on the internet

was it worth it

have you read

its performative

i did until you asked which kind of gave it away

isaac

you know who you are. no more time, not like

1

. way too specific.

i really havent

and so on. not wanting the rhyming / clanging

...

amazing hopefully this was all legible and frankly i might be going very off board but you seemed interesting

we need to be deconstructing our identities

so at the end

Hours staring at the ceiling, the wall, curling up into a ball. It seems annoyed with the light, it kind of recoils. It will get lighter. I wonder where it goes in the day.

that is unstable and lets me operate in that discovery mode that i can create within and also produce works from.

bro i read nothing in my life

Picture

i really havent

something religious, a kind of complex,

it will get lighter

, something washing, cleansing, revealing, etc.

theres a kind of a cowardice to generative art that i want to avoid though. i want the kind of relationship to this thing that a game designer has to a game engine

i sat down to eat my peasant dinner but i thought it was a song you sent so i didn’t watch it then

Thank you, Jack
part of an old note. It will get lighter.

Thu, 06 Nov 2025 23:18:46