something religious, a kind of complex,

it will get lighter

, something washing, cleansing, revealing, etc.

i got bored though because i knew all of the different arrangements of it. i probably needed to stick at it longer to get it dense enough to feel navigable in a way that was engaging to me

its good

your feed looks like my tumblr

division of reality is straying away from it

i hope ai fixes this with the cessation of interfaces and walls

autonomy of learning

i love it here

my watchlater reached its limit years ago and now i have to create a playlist for each new topic im interested in but it is incredibly hard to create the taxonomy of knowledge because everything seems to be everything else because at the end it is what you get from it that matters not what is given


Thank you for telling me that I'm failing to see how I'm reproducing the dynamics I'm trying to critique by only describing my Korean colleague / fresh meat and the black girl in relation to others and myself.

December 2025

and the fake qualifier

bro i read nothing in my life

way too random but already engaging. i want to explore it

She says something that isn't really right but isn't really wrong. I'm not taking in their words any more, just their voices, trying to get a feel for whatever is going on between them. I'm imagining what it's like for them in this delicate situation, what I would say if it were me. She has that perfect upper-class accent, and she's using whatever upper-class tact that comes with it to navigate this. Style. They can't be together, but their voices are betraying them.

wait what is that

Dreams like these are highly symbolic and emotionally intense. Here’s a breakdown of common interpretations:

nope. i only remember the leaves bristling behind the window during chemistry class

Lift Analysis

13, H, grate

and so on. not wanting the rhyming / clanging

ahnaf is it worth reading all those books

no i haven't really read anything

...

They're fucking around with the box. I ask her what people do with fireworks for so long before they're ready to light. She doesn't know.

FOUNDING DOCUMENT
part of an old note. It will get lighter.

And thank you for telling me that the manner in which the narrator consistently fails to act morally is really compelling. Fuck you.