a lot of what i've been doing has been some imaginary screenshot or recording of his website, something that could be found within it

there's probably something in that, but I don't feel like thinking about it too much yet.

Thu, 06 Nov 2025 23:18:46

It Will Get Lighter


She says something that isn't really right but isn't really wrong. I'm not taking in their words any more, just their voices, trying to get a feel for whatever is going on between them. I'm imagining what it's like for them in this delicate situation, what I would say if it were me. She has that perfect upper-class accent, and she's using whatever upper-class tact that comes with it to navigate this. Style. They can't be together, but their voices are betraying them.

hiding from the rain

The bird dives back into the tree. It shakes, some leaves fall.

Sun, 02 Nov 2025 23:49:08

i want to do that too

in a way what we are really interested in with pedagogy is the magnetisation

as in

we can only engage in such a way

division of reality is straying away from it

what do you mean

no i haven't really read anything

like people can read 100 books and still not have the fire within them

ahnaf abrar

Hours staring at the ceiling, the wall, curling up into a ball. It seems annoyed with the light, it kind of recoils. It will get lighter. I wonder where it goes in the day.

i sat down to eat my peasant dinner but i thought it was a song you sent so i didn’t watch it then


sorry i am texting like a slav

i really havent

ahnaf is it worth reading all those books

hello reader,

The slug lives in my bathroom. I only see it in the early hours of the morning, when I'm not quite right.

feel you

its good

it holds me to something (you, now). I love editing!

ion

its good