we can only engage in such a way

yeah

plato

what do you think my name is

no like which do people call me

i don't really want to be associated with that one for some reason

is this you as well

i want to do that too

i was tempted to lie about my name

abrar?

ahnaf abrar

like first name

and the fake qualifier

i did until you asked which kind of gave it away

division of reality is straying away from it

idk

you cannot feed someone truth

bro i read nothing in my life

the site i am dreaming

way too random but already engaging. i want to explore it

that looks like my instagram account

wait what is that

mazelike/rhizomatic/immanent/emergent are not antithetical to a transcendent real but its very manifestation

Above and behind a window opens and a cigarette hangs out.

to work in time to get to the timeless, perfection thru chaos

She says something that isn't really right but isn't really wrong. I'm not taking in their words any more, just their voices, trying to get a feel for whatever is going on between them. I'm imagining what it's like for them in this delicate situation, what I would say if it were me. She has that perfect upper-class accent, and she's using whatever upper-class tact that comes with it to navigate this. Style. They can't be together, but their voices are betraying them.

There is a pause. She ashes her cigarette. It falls on me. It seems like the birds have stopped too.