i know a little bit of lacan which probably influences me in a way i cant articulate

we need to be deconstructing our identities

autonomy of learning

IWGD

idk

isaac newton

ahnaf is it worth reading all those books


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Above and in front two birds are darting in and out of a tree. Sometimes they collide to fight or maybe mate, but I can't really make it out in the low light. It's just after dusk, I have nothing to do, I'm watching them, trying to figure it out.

Sun, 02 Nov 2025 23:49:08

Thu, 06 Nov 2025 21:22:59

this is possible in mazelike research sprints on the internet

i really havent

so the method has to be autonomous

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Wed, 11 Nov 2025 21:12:41

fw

Imprint, memory, impact, representation, impression

a heavy, heavy rain. a clear day.

I created this site

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as in

have you read

i don't really want to be associated with that one for some reason

I know that if I try to make this entry any more than it is I will ruin it.

the point of this was to try and avoid this narcissistic death spiral I'm in by acting anonymously and impulsively. how can that feeling that even Jack can't describe paralyse me if my name isn't next to any of this? the excitement of believing I just need a new process has overcome me and I have cummed out an empty webpage.

ahnaf abrar