I wonder if she knew I was down there listening? I wonder if she would've said something more true, more personal, more raw, more heartfelt, more harsh, more seductive, more freeing, more exposing, more risky, more romantic, more rude, more honest, more anything, if there hadn't been an audience.

It's dusk in a snowy forest and I'm playing with a fox. It bites my wrist but there is only a dull ache. I feel that it wants to say sorry but can't. I die.

what do you mean

i don't really want to be associated with that one for some reason

its good short few pages

its good

no i haven't really read anything

i was tempted to lie about my name

sorry i am texting like a slav

its good

this is possible in mazelike research sprints on the internet

no like which do people call me

is everyoneback on tumblr now

plato

as in

is this you as well

i hope ai fixes this with the cessation of interfaces and walls

i struggle with building a personal technical architecture for storing media, both curation and creation. instead i bookmark everything

we can only engage in such a way

ahnaf abrar

lol

lol yea

I am below everything.

like people can read 100 books and still not have the fire within them

Mon, 03 Nov 2025 08:27:13

there is a distinction between western-modern pedagogical systems that's like text-based as in a legal method but there is an idea of "pathshala" or "guru shissho"/ "porompora" i mean how masters relayed knowledge to the student by (oral) transmission often by memorising books. so what was taught was always interactive. knowledge was interactive, you spoke with people rather than read texts.


i am quite illiterate on producing technology

Sun, 02 Nov 2025 22:11:24

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