i was tempted to lie about my name

yeah people dont get it they assume its ahnaf

bro i read nothing in my life

i want to do that too

abrar?

i love it here

whats your name?

feel you

i did until you asked which kind of gave it away

is this you as well

god being the centre magnet

ion

no i haven't really read anything

i understand

its good short few pages

i really havent

2 (actually index). two is company

i don't really want to be associated with that one for some reason

like first name

Hours staring at the ceiling, the wall, curling up into a ball. It seems annoyed with the light, it kind of recoils. It will get lighter. I wonder where it goes in the day.

the site i am dreaming

and the fake qualifier

i sat down to eat my peasant dinner but i thought it was a song you sent so i didn’t watch it then

It Will Get Lighter


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December 2025

thank you

there is a distinction between western-modern pedagogical systems that's like text-based as in a legal method but there is an idea of "pathshala" or "guru shissho"/ "porompora" i mean how masters relayed knowledge to the student by (oral) transmission often by memorising books. so what was taught was always interactive. knowledge was interactive, you spoke with people rather than read texts.

its good

Overall meaning: The dream seems to explore vulnerability, unspoken emotion, and the tension between connection and isolation. It suggests you may be processing intense feelings of longing or missed opportunities, and your subconscious is guiding you to acknowledge, release, or transform them.