a version of this existed for a few months last year but it was static. it was HTML with writing and pictures and videos and sounds. i had this feeling that the code should be as important as the content, that structurally each piece in relation to each other piece shouldn't change, that the mazelike quality should emerge from me intricately arranging paths through it. like classic hypertext

i want to do that too

like first name

yeah

abrar?

i don't really want to be associated with that one for some reason

Wed, 11 Nov 2025 21:12:41

i really havent

ahnaf abrar

what do you think my name is

feel you

Thu, 06 Nov 2025 21:22:59

really i want the internet

whats your name?

what do you mean


i am quite illiterate on producing technology

no i haven't really read anything

Picture

This is a website run by a narcissist who can't produce anything without the hope that it is seen and loved but can't act due to the fear of it being seen and hated. They immediately feel the need to ask Jack GPT to define whatever this feeling is in the hope that understanding it will mean control over it and control over it will mean that they can stop it.

Style

i did until you asked which kind of gave it away

so i or you can author smaller fragments that get arranged

i hope ai fixes this with the cessation of interfaces and walls

was it worth it

I'm in a crowded lift and a girl I've never met tells me she thinks she might love me.
The lift won't stop at any floor, and I can't talk in front of all these people.


to work in time to get to the timeless, perfection thru chaos

in a way what we are really interested in with pedagogy is the magnetisation

Hours staring at the ceiling, the wall, curling up into a ball. It seems annoyed with the light, it kind of recoils. It will get lighter. I wonder where it goes in the day.

ahnaf is it worth reading all those books