It Will Get Lighter

think this is much more rhizomatic or immanent or mazelike than mainstream education now

like magnets

"No, it'll get cold!"
"Put a tut ahh put a-"

I'm in a crowded lift and a girl I've never met tells me she thinks she might love me.
The lift won't stop at any floor, and I can't talk in front of all these people.

wait what is that

plato

yeah people dont get it they assume its ahnaf

i don't really want to be associated with that one for some reason


mazelike/rhizomatic/immanent/emergent are not antithetical to a transcendent real but its very manifestation

Sun, 02 Nov 2025 21:54:03


isaac newton

magnetises a pin

Mon, 03 Nov 2025 08:38:49

no i haven't really read anything

its good

i believe search always should be immersive, because whatever is pre planned and non consuming (what you are looking for is total engulfment by the spectre of the real), a joyous intensity, a flow of virtue

i dont understand magnetisation

isaac

There is a pause. She ashes her cigarette. It falls on me. It seems like the birds have stopped too.

is this you as well

as in

division of reality is straying away from it

After thinking and forgetting and thinking and forgetting

to work in time to get to the timeless, perfection thru chaos

Their voices are saying they haven't and shouldn't fuck but want to so bad, or have fucked and can't again but want to so bad, or something like that. Would this be easier if they were birds? Incel kind of question... I'm not following the conversation, but I'm still listening. He's talking in this slightly begging way. It's a way of talking that asks for pity, like he's already tried appealing to every other one of her sensibilities. Incel kind of observation... Maybe he just talks like that, in some upspeak derivative. Haha unless?